There was a fish in the percolator!

Diane, its pretty cold today. Work has been busy which has been making me neurotic self spiral more than usual, and its sort of strange how forgetting to bring the clothes in when a massive thunderstorm is coming can make one realise that life is spiraling out of control. I'm just waiting for April to come and for the slow days to come knockin'. Life has been lively. I had my first house party / hotpot last Saturday and eventhough I probably invested an easy hundred on the whole affair it was a genuinely rewarding experience. I also have a bunch of beef slices and hotpot veggies stored away as make shift lunches and dinners for the week. Its kinda nice not having to go out for groceries for once. David Lynch once said in an interview that suffering is what brings creativity down, and I totally agree. I want to make art because it makes me happy. Making me neocities has been bringing me so much genuine joy. I'm glad I exist. I also genuinely love the cosmic coincidence of creating my first ever blog post on this Twin Peaks inspired journal page on February 24th. very nice.